Never too late

I am really disappointed and worried. Mostly related to my job search. Finding employment in South Africa is tough because I have noticed that there are a lot of opportunities in Johannesburg and Cape Town. 

You know after high school you think; Yes!!! I'm going to go to college, there after I'm going to find a job, then I'm going to buy myself a car. But unfortunately that's not how life works.

But I know that God has a plan for us all. We have to just trust the process ,even though the wait is unbearable. The lockdown has made me sit down and think about my past choices and plan out all the stuff i want to do when the restrictions are lifted. I have been practicing meditation recently. Which has helped with aligning my thoughts. The lockdown as also given me time to rejuvenate and focus on myself as an individual.

I pray that things turn out well for me this year. I really try my best. At times I may feel alone and emotionally unbalanced but I won't give up.

I just have to remind myself that there is no specific timeline that everyone follows. We all have different paths to follow that will have their own durations. So if you feel like it's too late or you are too old. That's just making excuses. Don't let society's norms rule you. Break those norms. Because honestly people are still going to talk if you doing good, that is just how life works. People are allowed to give their opinions, even though some opinions may seem harsh, it's apart of being human beings. 

Love and light.